When your mind and heart are truly open abundance will flow to you effortlessly and easily.
Recently I was meditating for many hours day-by-day over a few weeks and all of a sudden felt as if I felt I lost my consciousness completely and saw things very clearly as if I was running my own “movie” – after a while I got a fright and woke up – or became consciousness again. What was that?
That was your Higher Self observing your life from the inside out where you know yourself as the author of the story. You didn’t “lose consciousness” you acquired a silent witness perspective awareness that allowed you to watch your life movie. That different point of view was so unfamiliar to you, that you scared your old self and that jolted you out of that state back to your familiar state of awareness. Next time this happens you it won’t feel so unfamiliar and you can let it unfold more fully. As time goes on, you will come to recognize this silent witness as a truer, realer version of your essential self than your conditioned role-playing self that is wrapped up in the movie of your life.