Contemplating Suicide.
When your mind and heart are truly open abundance will flow to you effortlessly and easily.
Question:
There are extremely challenging things happening in my situation and have been for a prolonged period. I’m wondering if you feel that the universe sometimes sends you a message that this time on the karmic wheel is such a rough ride that it might be better for you and those close to you if you jump off and hope for a smoother ride next time. I have felt extremely suicidal for a couple of months and don’t know what to do as I have children and a family who would be devastated yet I think I bring them pain due to the things that seem to happen in my life. Almost like despite all the love I bring to them I bring them pain as well, which I find unbearable. How can I know which will benefit them more, my being around or out of their way?
Response:
It’s important that you seek out counseling such as the suicide hotline right away. Your thinking is not clear if you think your children would be in less pain without you. Suicide does not clear the slate for a smoother life next time, far from it. What you are experiencing right now, as hard and as painful as it might be, is what you need to deal with in order to evolve to your full potential. There is no shortcut or easier path through death. Seek out as much support as you need in order to bring your understanding in line with your life responsibilities. There is much good in your life and it is vital that you find a way to appreciate this and rediscover your zest for life.
Love,
Deepak
I lost my husband of 34 years almost two years ago. A few months earlier, his two best friends had died, and one month after my husband's death my best friend died. A few months later, my other closest friend died. All of these people had been friends of ours for many years --gone. The man who took care of our property died one week after my husband. For me, it was like going through the Holocaust. Everyone in my family of origin except one brother is gone. I have struggled with thoughts of suicide for two years, but I know that resorting to that act would simply bring the circumstances to my door again. I couldn't do that to my last surviving relative on the planet or to my remaining friends. You have children!! Don't inflict pain on those souls who need you, please! Your family is your refuge and your comfort.
I lost my husband of 34 years almost two years ago. A few months earlier, his two best friends had died, and one month after my husband's death my best friend died. A few months later, my other closest friend died. All of these people had been friends of ours for many years --gone. The man who took care of our property died one week after my husband. For me, it was like going through the Holocaust. Everyone in my family of origin except one brother is gone. I have struggled with thoughts of suicide for two years, but I know that resorting to that act would simply bring the circumstances to my door again. I couldn't do that to my last surviving relative on the planet or to my remaining friends. You have children!! Don't inflict pain on those souls who need you, please! Your family is your refuge and your comfort.