Spiritual Solutions – The Meaning of Happiness.

i have this evil spirit that i see in my dreams i also hear this pain full nose and this darkness and it feels so big like having this weight on top of me every day of my life it got bigger and bigger and when my father death it feel like its gone for good and all i had to do is leave the religion that wore-shipped and i feel very happy after that why is it can it be that the religion that i was bore in its was not the true religion does it mean the were helping to find the true religion because i keep asking my self all the time and it feels to me that i was wore-shipping the wrong religion and does why i could feel the darkness and was pain-fully to me but every since i stop believing in to that i feel much much happy i also feel spiritual full filled mental fully filed and every since i was young i couldn't wait for the darkness to go away for good and be happy could someone tell me what that means thanks

i have this evil spirit that i see in my dreams i also hear this pain full nose and this darkness and it feels so big like having this weight on top of me every day of my life it got bigger and bigger and when my father death it feel like its gone for good and all i had to do is leave the religion that wore-shipped and i feel very happy after that why is it can it be that the religion that i was bore in its was not the true religion does it mean the were helping to find the true religion because i keep asking my self all the time and it feels to me that i was wore-shipping the wrong religion and does why i could feel the darkness and was pain-fully to me but every since i stop believing in to that i feel much much happy i also feel spiritual full filled mental fully filed and every since i was young i couldn't wait for the darkness to go away for good and be happy could someone tell me what that means thanks

Good Gyan