When your mind and heart are truly open abundance will flow to you effortlessly and easily.
How do I convince myself that I am worthy? Is it okay to believe that I am entitled to blessings? If so, then how is that not living in the ego?
You deserve unlimited blessings because of your essential divinity. The ego feels worthy based on judgments of its good actions. Real self-worth comes from recognition of the inherent goodness of your own Being, which is not based on what your actions, or thoughts. Your true self entitles you to blessings, ironically, it is actually the underlying insecurity of the ego that stands in the way. Work on accepting yourself in its simplicity and purity without judgment and you will know your true worthiness.