November 2, 2014

Emerging Self.


When your mind and heart are truly open abundance will flow to you effortlessly and easily.


I am 23 years of age and I always knew I was different because I always wanted to understand the true meaning of life from a very young age. I have been researching and reading about many enlightened beings during the past few months and have been meditating quite intensely too for 2 months or so. I have understood that the only thing that matters is the present moment. But as I am settling into being aware during the present moment I have been experiencing this very weird feeling or sensation within me. I am at peace but the feeling is very different. I do not feel joy, sadness or happiness. In fact the sensation or the feeling I am experiencing just can’t be explained. I am not scared/fearful nor am I ecstatic. But this feeling is getting stronger in each moment and is completely changing my whole perception on life. It literally feels like something drastic is happening inside me and I am just not able to understand it. I have asked my higher self to help me out in understanding what is happening to me but have not received any answers yet. I do not know whether what I am going through is good or bad or whether it’s something I am just imagining!!!It is not joy, happiness, sadness, anger , regret, fear etc. It is a very weird feeling that just can’t be explained. I just do not know what to believe in anymore and thus I would be grateful if you could shed some light on whatever that I am going through because it feels way too weird at the moment.


It sounds like your silent witness or true self is beginning to emerge as the backdrop of your active mind with its emotions, worries and beliefs. You are experiencing the part of you that is truly nonjudgmental and nonattached. It only feels strange and disorienting at first, but once you become familiarized with it,( or re-familiarized actually,) you will recognize that this is your true self that has been hidden all along. Don’t worry, everything you are experiencing is normal and good. It is not your imagination. Your true self is beyond your imagination, emotions, your ego and your limited mental explanation. Trust the process of the development of your spiritual evolution and let your attention notice the nature of this silent self.


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  1. Joti Andrews

    Thank you Marion DevineDevine for posting the above. Makes so much sense. Xx

  2. Neeta Ram

    Thank you for sharing this post.. I so love Deepak Chopra.. He is my one and only Guru... I listen to him every day and I always feel the light of love ❤

  3. Irina Omelkova

    Someone on their way... And me...Need to do a step ahead

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